I read something her a while ago – i don’t have the energy to scoll-to-dead-days, to find it, but…
It was some list of WHO are not TRUE MUSLIMS.
ALMOST NO ONE is a TRUE Muslim– FORGET ABOUT IT – ISIS are not true believers, all those poeple; the TRAINED people, MULLAS or MUSLIM REPRENSATIONS–IN THIS WORLD!
THE TRUE BELIEVER, IN ALLAH – is someone like ME– WHO isn’t even a REAL MUSLIM– BUT WHO ONLY GOT THE POWER OF ALLAH COURSING THROUGH MY VEINS.
ISLAM IS A VERY LEGIT BELIEF, RELIGION. ALLAH IS BEAUTIFUL – it’s like the North American Indian’s WAKAN TANKA, the great spirit aka GREAT MYSTERY – BUT, look at this world for a sec, it’s A HARD WORLD OF STEEL – it’s not a whimsical world… not a soft, snugly, tender society…there’s nothing sweet about man’s world – it’s a WORLD OF STREETS, STEEL, CONCRETE – IT’S ALREADY in the very foundation, it’s MAN, the indians choose the way of earth.. Most people don’t want to be rich, they just want enough not to worry anymore
Holy SHIT!! I’m so fucked up in the brain that i’m indestructible
I mean, I’M NOTHING- yet i’ve not totally self-destructed the last 12 years
It’s probably 9 years since i did speed, and like 4-5 years since i smoked frop – YET I’M STILL INSANE
I’m still insane after all these years – life is NO SILLY GAME – like my brother said to me, and also his daughter as she turned 20 and moved to her own LIFE, HE SAID: “NOW THE SERIOUSNESS BEGINS”
LIFE IS SERIOUS BUSINESS- it’s no SILLY CHILD’S PLAY – and now the chickens coming home to roost, for me in a positive regard – because not smoking crack and trip and do drugs, have caused me to HEAL – i’m crazy, but i still got the slack going…and i see BEYOND THIS WORLD, this civilization: Man’s GREAT CIVILIZATION…i mean, it wasn’t long ago when teachers at schools used to HIT THEIR PUPILS! NOW, WHAT KIND OF GREAT PROGRESS MANIFESTS FOR SUCH A CONCEPT?
And parents used to hit their kids! That was seen as very strange to the Native Americans – i mean, in a world where NATURE RULES OVER MAN, in such a WORLD–SUCH CONCEPTION OF THE VERY REALITY OF THIS WORLD–AS HITTING KIDS FOR MAKING A FUZZ, or whatever, seem completely ALIEN to how children would go-about– IN THE NATURAL WORLD
Can’t help wonder- how can anyone NOT believe in WAKAN TANKA? How can you NOT believe in THE GREAT MYSTERY?
How can you NOT BELIEVE, that there is A DIVINE WAY OF THIS OLD WORLD, that we are DESTROYING??
How can you NOT believe that there’s some sort of GREAT SPIRIT who roam nature and mankind’s connection to earth?
HOW can you not believe in getting EUPHORIA – like getting godsmack – HOW can anyone, NOT WANT TO BE GODSMACK, and live for a HOLY BOND TO THIS ANCIENT WORLD – how can we all not?
THIS WORLD OF MAN– I BEG TO DIFFER
I mean, man living like the American Indians LIVED, “PRIMITIVE” – that might be better OR this modern industrial WORLD OF STEEL, might be better, or vise versa.
BUT, as i said- I BEG TO DIFFER- i simply think, that THIS modern world, with all it’s products, entertainment and inventions- STILL, PRIMITIVE OR NOT, THIS WORLD SHOULD STILL BE; DIFFERENT, that all – it SHOULD’VE BEEN CONCEIVED FROM ANOTHER MIND THAN MAN’S – another reality; psychedelic reality.. People are NORMALS – they don’t interpret themselves as HIGHER, MORE CELESTRAL, something more WEIRD AND FUNKY, like some LIVING-ARTIST, SOME ROCKSTAR – a star that shines brighter than the CON, who have found out he/she is ALIVE – that are MORE HUMAN THAN HUMAN!
Why not VIEW YOURSELF, before YOURSELF – as a modern age MESSIAH– TO SEE YOURSELF, AS AN ANGEL – something put on earth by the gods, to strike like an ARROW STRAIGHT INTO SUPER-STARDOM, to view YOURSELF, like an ANGEL?
Why be that MODEST, to not do the incredible things, live like a rockstar, like an American Indian of the old world
WHY NOT SEE YOURSELF AS SOMETHING CELESTRAL?? Like a FIERY COMET BLAZING THROUGH THE NIGHT SKY?
To see yourself as meant for big things, alive for the gods
I mean, be wild and free like an ANGEL – like a BEAST 666, made from sunlight– to BE LIKE SUNLIGHT – to be shining THAT BRIGHT?
It makes me wonder – how many of THEM, or of YOU, TOO, I SUPPOSE– HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY KNOW YOU’RE ALIVE??!!
Why CRY – when you can break on through to the other side and FLY??
Why not see yourself as IDENTICAL, in a metaphysical sense, AS JESUS CHRIST – something DIVINE – isn’t that freedom?? To view yourself as something ANGELIC, something as a MESSIAH?
WHY shouldn’t i ROMANTICIZE ABOUT MY EXISTENCE ON EARTH, about myself – what reason IS THERE to NOT be UP BEAT AND FLY my way through like in a POSITIVE SPIRIT?
Like, you know how you ENJOY TRAVELING IN AN FOREIGN SUNNY LAND – be like that about your entire life– ONLY, rather than being UP BEAT about being in Thailand, see it like your HERE ON EARTH in that same sense, like you’re HERE ON VACATION, AND FUCKING ENJOY YOUR STAY
Why not?? WHY NOT SEE YOURSELF AS SOMETHING LIKE DECENDED FROM GOD?
Like SOLDIERS – they aren’t actually alive – they DON’T KNOW they’re alive– or they woud belike rock stars, rather than TOOLS FOR WAR!
Our relation to war and fighting battles is truly sicvkening- WHY? – because just look at those MASS-GRAVES, them identical white crosses (yeah, Jesus loves wars) lined up in neat order – ALL IDENTICAL WHITE CROSSES, in a checker-formation, JUST TAKING UP SPACE!
White identical, non-individual graves with identical exactly the same crosses — THIS is how the government views the soldiers: ALL JUST THE EXACT SAME, just TOOLS for war! No personal touch just mindless soldiers IN LINE!
“Bullet strikes the helmet’s head”
What was that Rev. Stang said: “Most people are ANAL JERKS”
Another thing someone once said to me: “You know…there really aren’t any KIND PEOPLE, you know!”
But i beg to disagree – SOME people actually are KIND/NICE – still not over-represented, but..
BUT, with that said – i think we can all agree, that very very FEW people, ARE LOVE-FULL, as in FULL-OF-LOVE…or they would be just STUPIDLY-FULL-OF-LOVE…
People are in fact TOO SMART, TOO ANAL, TO CYNICAL, TO BE LOVELY- it’s a CRUEL WORLD – A BLOODTHIRSTY VAMPIRE-WORLD!