Alexander “Sasha” Shulgin said something..
As you may know he was a chemist who created many psychedelic drugs – and tried numerous drugs on himself.. Personally i have only tried out one of his discoveries, and it’s not MDMA/ecstasy..
Anyway, in that documentary “Dirty Pictures”, he says something, about how maybe, long long ago, we all had the drugs inside of us, produced by our own brains — for, as he says; “…how come we got the receptors and not the drug..?” – maybe the natural-drugged-human were slowly removed from the gene pool through evolution…
Maybe..? Maybe we all had a whole other consciousness, long ago – but it slowly changed to this different, more plain state — MAYBE we were all, like, different organisms, once… Maybe we were all perceiving reality MORE, like from a MORE; MUSTIER PERCEPTION – because, i once had this experience once under the influence of magic mushrooms:
I were high on mushrooms – and i thought; THIS IS IT!… I’ve reached a higher state, that i could actually have been influenced by permanently and it would not cripple me in my daily life–BUT ONLY IMPROVE my life…if i had this state all the time –IT WAS COMFY, to say the least – such a warm feeling in the entire soul – i was not in a void of slack, i was just FREE – everything felt CLEAR and piquant-crispy, SMOOTH AND MELLOW AND MARVELOUS – not like a regular-high…
It was in the middle of a summer’s day, i was just out strolling along a dirt road among some little red houses (like the ones you see, outside of town, in Sweden..) – and i felt like i was mildly stoned, that was all– BUT NOT STONED, exactly, it was way different.. I didn’t feel drugged – i felt MORE SOBER THAN SOBER, kind of..
It was like a state of ultimate slack, like turning up the slack-o-meter to top level, and some more. I could never explain it, but the feeling reminded me of a perfect, mild, fropness..
Ahhhh, such a magic “plant”,,it was beyond perfect.. I just wish i could experience it again, but i doubt it would ever be possible to attain that chemistry again – im just too screwed..
But believe you me, it was like A MARVELOUS DREAM!! There is a possibility, to reach that..