I can’t SEE – the big thing; ABOUT EVERYTHING – LIVE, RELAX, LOVE AND LET OTHERS LIVE – and TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN – I can’t relate to people’s anger about society and who have to find a means to control something – can’t people just live as ONE WITH NATURE and just escape from the multitude of thoughts and perspectives that one should have about others or about anything else outside that bubble of their OWN HOME/HOUSE – which most people live-as – but I can’t understand those who strive for more than just their own simple life..
What’s the big deal about EVERYTHING, why not have the ambition to GET AWAY from the MAELSTROM – so you can sit in your little hut and JUST DREAM FOR YOURSELF?? Get rid of all the little perspectives and opinions and all that interference in what OTHERS DO OR THINK – I mean, isn’t life generous enough to just do what you do, for yourself, AND REALLY DO EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT- WITHOUT the need to care about what others do? Why do people care about ANY-THING, at all?? Why not TURN ON YOUR BRAIN, SET THE WORLD RIGHT and THEN DROP OUT OF IT ALL??? Just break over to the OTHER SIDE?? If you don’t WANT TO WORK, then don’t work, fuck that; do EXACTLY ‘WHAT YOU WISH’!
Like that guy who killed a transvestite– WHY??
Just LIVE YOUR LIFE! Don’t look at anyone else, just daydream and relax forever, ALONE & BY YOURSELF..
Am I wrong – I noticed, I think I suspect, that I’ve become so numb from MUSHROOMS, i’m like comfortable numb – that I genuinely DON’T CARE ONE THING, about ANYTHING – I just live in a “VOID” of slack – I’m COMPLETELY INDIFFERENT ABOUT EVERYTHING– have no opinion on politics or society – I gravitate more towards a slack life, without work, just being close to nature and just relaxing “ZONE OUT”, like..
I mean, as a scenario – just being stoned in a small camp, a SHELTER – completely beyond the maelstrom – but, like, just sitting/cozying by a fire and just being fascinated by how the frying pan flashes – and just cooking a fish, filleting the fish, etc etc, cooking it – and THAT meal is ALL YOU REFLECT ON, and all you KNOW, all you need to know – what I I mean it’s something like how you get when you’re stoned – you live in total MEDITATION BEYOND THE MAELSTROM…all problems disappear and you just dream in your little stupid head about a TRAIN THAT PASSES BY – you’re BEYOND THE MAELSTROM YOU HAVE BREAKED OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE – YOU ARE TOTALLY FUCKING FREE, is what I mean.. You’re like ONE WITH MOTHER EARTH, you’re maybe so free that you start thinking about nice things, think nice things and just ENJOY the meal and the fire and maybe a radio, FREEDOM! TOTALLY POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE!
I live like a mole in its little borough – the coziness factor is maximum though, I get the slack factor in spades!
But I can’t understand why ordinary people aren’t THE SAME – am I the only one who is so happy with my life that I don’t need anything more than to just relax and daydream, eat a little, sleep a lot – just have a good time and live in some Psychedelic daydream with cats and old music and just LIVE-SOFT – why do most people seem so desperate, almost like fanatics – like shooting someone because the person is trans – such a person’s SOUL MUST DEFINITELY MISS MORE THAN HONEY, I mean..
Still, I suffer badly at times (at the time of writing everything is pretty good, but) – but I LIVE FOR ME, live all by myself in TOTAL EGOISM, I don’t submit but I also don’t go over anyone… I just live my simple life and take it cool.