Hehe.. I’m doing it AGAIN – looking stupid.. But it’s fucked up, as usual, and i feel like funnying around.. and i feel so good being in a stupid state right now..
Well, this headline is actually just a joke – but, it refers to something i sometime find myself doing.. And i just thought it could be funny to hear someone else’s thought on this pointless thing, which could be attained here from you SubGs.
I’ll explain.. By “Mind-Exhaust”, i am thinking of how i sometimes, especially when I’m tired and doing nothing and pursues a loss of concentration, and just want to drift away into a state of stupid numbness – how i picture the “matter of thought”, to escape, like exhaust, away from my head into the open air, into the ether – kinda like flaut-away as giving it a highly volatile state, away from the minds grasp, like radiating off and away, leaving and departing constantly for the next stupid though-matter.. Floating away.. especially when I’m intoxicated (which was a long time ago, now, but anyway..)
This kind of matter of a mental-method i find myself doing, to keep detached and get lost, away, from the world in a stupid state of relaxing/unclenching of the mind’s flow, can’t be something no one else is familiar with doing – i figure that most people do this in various ways.. What do you think – and are you familiar with this way of thinking (or more like not thinking much at all) yourself?
Kinda like sacrificing the thoughts, feisty, on mother earths altar.. Letting that mindlessness go pro. To let the heart guide the way exclusively, with the reptile mind.