In my younger days, i did some mushrooms, and some other psychedelics… But, what i found, after the trip, the next day and so-on, was an afterglow that made everything feel FUZZY – that lasted for a prolonged time…
I mean, like, watching this animated, French film – like how that film reflects a reality different, more “Musty”:
“The Illusionist”, from 2010: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Illusionist_(2010_film)
More like how the AMBIENCE of that whole film, IS – that was how the world felt, after doing those drugs, like Mushrooms.. Everything feels a little tweaked, like an animated, colorized, MORE *MUSTY* WORLD. And it felt, like the world got more PECULIAR, like CARTOONY – a little Loony, like long legs and warped characteristics of conventual rules of physics – the mind got fuzzy, and everything felt weird–IN A PLEASANT WAY, like the world got SOFTER.. Softer and GAINED A SENSE OF BEING MORE PICTURESQUE OR IDYLLIC, like a cozy-warmth in the brain.. Like feeling– LIKE IN THE SIMON AND GARFUNKEL SONG:
I got no deeds to do, no promises to keep
I’m dappled and drowsy and ready to sleep
Let the morningtime drop all its petals on me
Life, I love you, all is groovy
You quit your fucking job for the con – to just snooze & live in a warmth of a wake-dream of a snug; NOTION..
Like, the world, everything, feeling more MYSTICAL, more GROOVY…seldom, and peculiar, and also more SPECIAL! A GOOD WEIRD, A PLAYFUL-WEIRD, i felt rejuvenated – everything suddenly felt FUNKY; LIKE WEIRD.
The world gets wiggly, in a NON-PHYSICAL-WAY, only in a metaphorical way – your mind goes from, if even just A LITTLE, SQUARE– TO FULL-ON-ROUND – like your apartment feels like a house-boat, the world feels “wiggly”, and what i mean by “wiggly” is that the planet becomes a fun, spaced-out, unusual and PIQUANTLY SPIRITUAL PLACE, INA FUNKY COSMOS…like it all gets A FUNKY, FUSSY RHYTHM, you become a dancer, from the mushroom– and EVERYTHING STRAIGHT GETS A LITTLE NON-STRAIGHT, LIKE SOFT AND FYZZY, MUSTIER –
– If you watch that trailer, you might understand what i mean; LIKE; *MUSTY*…softer, more WEIRD HENCE MEANINGFUL.. Because when the world suddenly feels SELDOM/RARE, it also gains meaningfulness…who could have known, that the holy mushroom–ACTUALLY COULD HAVE SUCH A RECUPERATING EFFECT ON THE MIND!?
It’s a different perception all-together – everything becomes LIKE MAGICAL & ZAINY, IMMENSELY INTERESTING–like it would be a bit unfamiliar in a way–as the world suddenly gets another depth, and it even appears differently by the objective-vision of the world, everywhere, to walk down a Dirt Road, surrounded by lush nature and fields and meadows, feels like you’re in some fairy tale, like a wonderland…MAGICAL…
Especially NATURE (but actually REALITY ITSELF, the entire world, everything gets FUNKY, SOFT, MUSTY, DEEP – BUT nature especially becomes a, with this changed perception, a fuzzy, zainy, peculiar, COZY WARMER WORLD (metaphysically warmer). Like, where you find yourself, wherever you go, is then, a ZONE-OF-SOLACE, and spirituality– mushrooms are that magical, that it makes everything MESMERIZING, like some abstract, funky EARTH-ZONE, and your mind becomes more EGOISTIC, you become a LONE FHURER OF YOUR OWN SLACK..
When the world around you suddenly INVITES YOU INTO IT’S MAGICAL AURA, evoked by the holy Mushroom, and everything feels RARE in a way you never seen it before – and the magenta-purplish SKY radiates it’s peculiar light upon earth; and the stars, moon, SUN– you see it all as something NEW, FRESH, FUNKY – when EVERYTHING suddenly feel STRONGLY PIQUANT–LIKE MAGICAL, STRANGE, the lights and earth all has a piquant GLOW, and seems totally cozy, like some FUNKY DREAM, like MAGICAL – i can’t even put it in words, must be experienced to be understood – and that takes the perfect dose – i don’t believe in STRONG DOSES…
And on another note – i see how me using those drugs, diverted me from Christianity…made me believe in earth as sacred – believe the world, everything in it, holds a holy-significance, even if man has made it – it only happens to so be, that mankind don’t look upon his existence that way, like everything being sacred, man lacks in that sense of reality-perception…i mean, barely invests any reception into his “MAN’S WORLD”, as DIVINITY, SPIRITUALITY, or even a sort of enlightened JOY, like he’s lost his playful and juvenile perception of reality..
I don’t necessarily believe in God respectively Satan – as it’s so often depicted on cartoons and movies, like sitting on each of your shoulders trying to talk sense from two different perspectives..
I believe there is a great spirit – but to believe there’s a Satan, i don’t know….
I don’t follow any of the Christian stuff of heaven or hell, god or satan – i don’t necessarily buy that whole epos of the bible– AS TRUTH.
AND, i think i’m actually more PRIMAL in my view.. A DeFalk says: it is important to hang on to that primordial primate-ism.
We are our honest selves conscious of being connected with Mother Earth.
And i think, that is the perspective the original Jesus, had, he saw it as i see it – and i also believe that Jesus was an ancient-time-druggy– i believe Jesus took psychedelics:
It’s like – THIS picture, for example (below).. Like, hell, it is like, as an image, some sort of epithet of Shroomy!:
I don’t mean that the holy mushrooms totally transform the world, it doesn’t change the physical-world only the mind…and, it’s like the AURA in that picture, spreads it’s premise of the magical and FUZZY, warmth-glow, warmth-colors into your shroomed-sensory-perceptive – look at that picture, i mean no one can deny it’s a SHROOMY PIC! It conveys, perfectly (and i’m happy i stumbled upon it), the very shroominess that comes..