The fucking CON!.. Tell me, seekers– WHY did they invent this world — IT’S TOO ANTI-FUN AND SERIOUS FOR MY TASTE – i don’t want life to be sad and serious..
I had an epiphany.. I never want my life to get serious, AT ALL – i don’t ever want my life to be ANY BIT serious (no, never, only a childish play-world of FUN AND SLACK-GAMES)
Cartoon-world.. What’s up with this frown-land of hard feelings, why can’t i just live life like a child’s-play,,live a joke?? Laugh my way from cradle to grave, WNY-NOT,, why can’t i just do that??
That has always been my frame of mind – that life is suppose to be pleasant — AM I WRONG FOR WANTING THAT, I MEAN TO 110%..??
I walked by the hospital’s own chapel today, and it was closed…why do they close that — apearantly God didn’t open a window to that “holy-place” – besides, i can just be a walking-prayer, myself..
I once left a note in the guest-book, there: “Poop is tasty– THANK YOU GOD!”
I like to think as the native Americans – that everything is sacred – the grass, rocks, water, even the air…the trees of course – as they say; “only God can make a tree”..
I was by the day care children’s center where mom works, today – and she told me they had increased the height of the fencing surrounding it – which made me thing; what kind of world have we created where children can’t just be-anywhere, where we must keep them from stepping over a fenced barrier of the facility–we are not even living along with the earth itself?? Imagine instead a world where we are living as one with nature, a world of total vegetation and nature.. Live swallowed up by nature’s mystery. The indians took peyote and realized that mother earth is a divine and sacred creation which must be embraced and be the very subsistence to all living men/women/children — to never leave living in that world entirely and purely – protect it and nevber hurt it, just live in the sacred mystisism of it. And always be a product by, to die by, it..
it’s like the white man has lost fascination for the earth, and need to build a new world (which is NOT UP TO SNUFF, ON TOP OF IT) – like only those old tribes could sense the sacred spirit in EVERYTHING..
We have killed God,, lost it all – fuck the damn Con – i don’t want that fucking misery they live in – it’s just fucking sad–The Con, man,,sad.. I never want to live a real, serious life – i want to live in a Disney-world-lifetime-visit..
Anyone understand what i’m trying to point to? It’s simply a fact, though–that there’s too many puppies in the world,,it’s a lost case..
A Doors song, which is sweet – i like the part being ‘the favorite part of the trip’, man:
But hey, hell – i guess i can simply just ‘take the highway to the end of the night‘, man – Disney-trip all the way..