I would have to say… Point N’ Click Adventure Games – has shaped me in such a way that it has dictated who i am and how i think… I gather a lot from a childhood of playing such games – although i haven’t played any of those games in years and years (or barely any games at all)
But when i was a kid i loved those Point N Click Games – so much that it has put a mark deep inside me – like made my mind sense a certain way in how i perceive the world, people, the surrounding, etc.. In these games the surroundings, the world in the games, was DRAWN – and in a way like a cartoon, more color more a whimsical style.
I’ve been known to say: “THE IDYLLIC, PICTURESQUE WORLD, CAN ONLY EXIST IN THE MOVIES” – in movies the WORLD CAN BE more WHIMSICAL – in a way the REAL WORLD ALMOST ENTIRELY AIN’T – the world we live in CANT really be whimsical, or funky– CARTOONY.
BUT WHY? Why haven’t mankind made the world to be more idyllic/whimiscal?? It’s even simpler than we GOT, to make – WHY OH WHY – is it that man hasn’t done psychedelics??
As i said; If everyone were like me– SEE, i have been pointed out by MEN as being effeminate– AND SURE, i am like a nymph a BLACK PIXIE – but men are UNREFINED OGRES – they cant comprehend the same kind of AESTHETIC SENSE, the same kind of IDYLLIC DESIGN – THE WHIMSICAL/CARTOONY – they are like dogs and i am like a CAT a SLACKER, ZEN-MASTER – the way i see the world, almost in a way even onmy eyes’ RETINA, would be MORE WHIMSICAL, MORE CARTOON-LIKE – i see it all as by some psychedelic drug = FUZZY!
There shouldn’t be LORDS of this world – no one should have power like-that, NO-ONE; everyone would be living simply by nature – all on an equal existence by NATURE; OUR MOTHER– EVERY SINGLE PERSON, EVERYONE, should be like ME– I’M CONVICNED OF THIS.
If EVERYONE were like me – man’s culture would FLOURISH – it would be more FANCY everywhere – THE WORLD WOULD BE NYMPHIC, as i am a NYMPH a BLACK PIXIE – AN ANGEL!
EVERYONE ON THE PLANET, SHOULD IN FACT, BE JUST LIKE I AM – everyone should have that perception of reality – and there would not be any use of a PRESIDENT – everyone would DO RIGHT! NO WARS, NO POLITICIANS, NO CAPITALISTIC MADNESS eating up the world!
I’d like to go off on this EGO TRIP some more.. All i can say, and i’m convinced about it, IS; THAT IF EVERYONE WERE JUST LIKE ME – the fucking world would be a BREEZE, a BLISS, to LIVE IN! IT WOULD BE MORE, A LOT MORE, WHIMSICAL and NEAT, CUTE, SPLENDID!
There wouldn’t be any ANAL MINDS – all would be plain and simply JUST SLACK – no heavy, bitter NEGATIVITY – you would be able to just go through your days IN A WORLD WHERE EVERYTHING WOULD BE COOL– COOL as in just as it seems – there would be NO EVIL, no need for leaders either – every single person would SLACK OFF! Everyone would mind HIS OWN BUSINESS! And from that PSYCHEDELIC PERCEPTION, OF EVERYTHING, the jig saw would fall into place – IF EVERYONE DID TWEAK THE MIND PSYCHEDELIC POINT OF VIEW!
I’m addressing is a WHOLE OTHER reality for us all – a DIFFERENT PERCEPTION, a PSYCHEDELIC way to look at the NATURE as well on the way it effects the EGO; in ZEN!
Just, like, just for naming an EXAMPLE: TRASH! The way we produce TRASH, is; MADNESS!
I think our modern world produces way too much trash – that doesn’t mean i wanna live in some Stone age, where TRASH doesn’t exist – i just think mankind is failing–AND THAT IT SHOWS in all our’s relationships to GARBAGE & THE DISPOSAL OF THUS – i think we could live in a different reality where GARBAGE would be reduced – BUT, the general man can’t do BY SUCH CONCEPT! Mankind cant step back and reduce, SIMPLIFY his world!
I mean, how can i say it… I mean, not just TRASH — BUT, also, a world where everyone own, kind of, less stuff. Like as if mankind would lose the INSANITY & GREED!
Like me, i don’t exactly produce much trash – SURE, i produce trash, but i’m kind of on a LOW-LEVEL of how i LIVE! I live in way that would benefit the whole world, if all were like ME- it would be a MORE BEAUTIFUL, NYMPHIC, WHIMSICAL & SPLENDID civilization!
I live more on GROUND level THAN THE WORLD, DOES – i buy some clothes, i buy food, i got some stuff – but i don’t live in some BLOATED CAPITALIST-REALITY of consuming SHIT-PRODUCTS at an erratic rate – i live like all in the NAME OF TRUE SLACK – keeping it simple! IF EVERYONE lived like in a more PSYCHEDELIC way – we would be kinder to earth”
Our lives are beautiful cosmic events – NO-MATTER-AT-ALL what ever you do, what you do RIGHT NOW, no matter what it is, is no more less WONDERFUL & MEANINGFUL than doing anything else – it has NOTHING TO WITH MONEY, nothing has anything to do with WEALTH!
Living our lives- is no more less beautiful whatever we do – you can sit at home and just watch movies all day– and it’s still beautiful – it’s about true-SLACK not MONEY!
I would even say – that IF you can find a way–away from CON-WORK, if there IS A POSSIBILITY for YOU, ANYONE; to live life WITHOUT NEEDING TO CON-WORK-SERIOSULY: JUST TOTALLY DO THAT! Try to create a REALITY for yourself, where you GET AWAY FROM IT ALL!
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ushrooms has the ability, in it’s effects on the mind – to make you MORE RELAXED – i am convinced of this! And to find a world like born-again, and with new ways to see and feel the world – Psychedelic drugs CAN be a blessing for how you perceive the world..
And getting MORE RELAXED is good, no? I mean, to be relieved of thoughts – to be able to just drop out and lose interest in the whole way of THE CON – THE CON, wants us to WORK for a living.. Mushrooms has the effect on the mind that you become MORE CREATIVE with everything about everything – your mind becomes intrigued to a PLAYFUL WORLD – you become INTRIGUED like you were reborn– REJUVINATION, to become as a child AGAIN = ZEN!
THE CON– wants us all to be merely HARD-WORKING, LAW-ABIDING, NORMAL NOBODIES!
But, if YOU KNOW, if you CAN FEEL, that you ARE ALIVE – then wouldn’t you take on act to BECOME MORE/HIGHER- like, in some way FORCIBLY CROWN YOURSELF; A SUPERSTAR; by ZEN?
“I never wanted it to stop, so i gave notice and i moved to the top”.
I mean, to romanticize about yourself – as something BY GODS–HIGHER–something elevated to STARDOM – to truly BE ALIVE– not keep yourself down but rather RISE TO THE ANGELIC LEVEL; be a MASTER not a slave – to take action to BE FREE, to be FULLY ALIVE!
I got an extreme perspective when it comes to FREEDOM- as to think; I ACTUALLY SHOULD BE FREE! I actually do NOT believe in CON-WORKING – i believe in SLACK-LIVING with ZEN!
Sure, hard toil of men & women, toiling for an advancing world on the move into agriculture couple of 1000 years ago, children starving in coal mines at the turn to 1800s, etc etc – sure mankind has been NOT-SLACKING for his OWN sake – of TAKING advantage of whatever possibility, to just GET THE SLACK & GET HIS NUT, SURE.
That changes NOTHING! Still you SHOULD take advantage of THE CON, to get slack.
As i wrote some time back – about minding ONLY YOUR OWN BUSINESS– as, like, a notion of a person ACTUALLY HAVING BUSINESS OF HIS OWN TO MIND, to start with – imagine A WHOLE WORLD, where people only mind their own business – A WORLD where everyone got enough just minding their own, where EVERY-ONE are content just looking after their own SHIT!
Basically, where there wouldn’t EXISTS A SINGLE PERSON, who need to come along to PISS ON YOUR DREAMS. Where everyone has that FULFILLED FEELING of belonging and a FREE MIND!
THAT, would change it ALL – a world of FREEDOM! A WORLD OF SLACK – A WORLD FULL OF ZEN!
LIKE IN A POINT AND CLICK ADVENTURE GAME!